DAY051

I had a great weekend… sobrang saya i kept thinking about it cant post details kasi.. wala lang… im missing vin so much.. di ko lam how to deal with this.. so buti nlng may beer…

start of a new week… wonder what will happen in the following weeks, months, years..

DAY047

Almost lost count..binilang ko lng d2 sa calendar.. hehehehe… ill keep this updated na… starting today… on the AM shift so… mejo monitored sa work.. hehehehe

DAY 19,20

Had our meeting yesterday (june19) to make it official for the newly promoted team members. And Im going to be on the AP shift.. 6am-3pm so… haaay have to sleep and wake up early starting July 1.. We watched Get Smart movie.. hehehe panalo!!! i just wish c vin kasama ko manood… anyway.. we had fun naman… although sobrang antok ako dahil from graveyard shift pero ok naman…

June 20-at work… hindi mshadong busy.. kaya nakapag entry…. someone’s acting really weird… sobrang weird it might cause trouble.. i dont want to post details.. baka may magbasa.. hehehehe

DAY18

YEY THE HAPPIEST DAY SINCE UMALIS C VIN…. i GOT MY APPRAISAL.. WELL I WAS HOPING FOR THE PROMOTION… BUT EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT GET IT.. I KNOW ILL STILL HAVE THE CHANCE ONE OF THESE DAYS.. OUR MANAGER EVEN SAID THAT HE’S GONNA THROW ME IN THE OCEAN STARTING TODAY.. MEANING.. EWAN? HEHEHE I KNOW ILL BE FACING DIFFICULT CHALLENGES ANYTIME SOON.. BUT ILL TRY HARD JUST TO HAVE THIS POSITION… ITS FOR VIN.. SO HE WONT HAVE TO WORK ABROAD NA.. IM SO HAPPY.. I GOT THE BIGGGEST INCREASE.. NYAHEHEHEHEHE….I LOVE THIS TEAM !! Its just sad Vin’s not here to celebrate this big event in my life… anyway… i know he’s proud of me… and i did it all for us… haaaay i love you vin…

DAY15,16,17

Day15- last day for the week… i cant remember if i did anything special on this day…

Day16- Still sick so I just stayed home all day… Ang hirap pag ako na lang magisa sa bahay… dahil lahat ng pedeng maisip, naiisip ko. And I miss vin bigtime.. coz I usually spend my dayoffs just lying around with him all day.. watching DVDs.. eating just anything we have in mind.. And now.. I have to spend it alone. Nakakapraning pala magisa.. i cleaned the house twice… and i got tired of thinking what to do next after the other… How i wish andito lng c vin… so i could just go to him and hug him.. then ill know everythings going to be alright..

I just hope this week I can sleep better…

Day17- start of a new work week… my evaluation on the 18th.. sana malaki increase ko.. hehehehheehehhe kung sobra lang talaga ang pay ko.. hindi ko na talaga inallow c vin umalis…. I need him here badly…

nothing special on this day…  

DAY14

I got sick because of our house hunting the other day.. The weather wasnt fine that day and it drizzles while we were walking around Boni… so here I am.. with cold and cough.. and I had to work today…and im feeling very awful and i have to go to my officemate’s daughter’s christening tomorrow after work.. so kamusta nman na 2 days na nman akong walang tulog?

Was able to talk to vin.. and see him sa webcam! God I miss him so much.. and with seeing him sa webcam.. i almost wanted to kiss and hug the monitor. He’s looking good… and i can see that he’s doing well.. and i cant help crying in front of my webcam…its kinda embarassing but the heck i dont care what other people say…

I hope this sickness wont last a few days more…

DAY13

went apartment hunting with my cuzin today… and no luck.. we just tired the hell out of ourselves… been having thoughts if i should move out to Pasig with my cousins or stay sa haus ni emong.. i just have err…. 8 hours to decide…

i was early at work so i slept muna for 2 hours… jobs arent that many so i slept for another 1 hour… and another 30 minutes.. what can i do.. im just so dead tired…

going to day14

DAY12

Its our 3rd year anniversary today… Its just sad that we wont be having any celebration for this year and the next coming year i think.. but its ok… He called at exactly 12mn of June 12.. and I love him for that. I cried  because I was missing him so much.. and I just didnt get used to having our anniversary being apart from each other…

I just miss him badly…

DAY08 & DAY09

I got lazy so i just stayed home for two days.. I was really upset on Sunday night kasi its was my frist time to sleep alone for about a year,.. so yeah I was kinda emo that day…

DAY07

Its going to be my off today and tomorrow.. so im  not sure if i will be able to post for DAY08. Still here at work.. finding ways on how i can not let myself fall asleep. I tried coffee.. pinching my hand.. and even taking a nap at the ladies room.. hahhahahaa..

I just hope i wont be too lazy to visit my sister tomorrow.. and I had to do the laundry… so much chores.. so much time.. but I always tend to get lazy when im already in my matress and in front of the TV.. maybe i should try to hide the RC of the TV so I wont have to watch Tv when I badly had to get some rest. so much for DAY07..

PS. I think the coffee here is doing so much for me.. i havent slept for like 24hours already.. should I cut drinking coffee already? naaaah.. or else i wont be able to do anything at work..

DAY06

Went to MOA to buy water tank.. Ours just broke down and its been wasting electricity for days already so i felt i just had to buy a new one. And it was expensive! Good thing credit cards were invented. Tsong was at work in Dell at the same time so we meet (and the last time we saw each other was in 2004). We’ve been talking on the phone regularly so its just like it doesnt matter if we havent seen each other for a long time.

I was able to buy a  new book..

And I borrowed the Entourage series from Tsong.. so i have something to do na.. It was bitin.. but yeah it was good to see him after a looong loong time…

DAY05

Had a long talk over the phone with tsong… while working.. literally… 725 days to go!!!

DAY04

726 days to go and counting.. I was able to chat with him awhile ago using Chikka.. Thank God coz the IT here still hasnt discovered that I can use Chikka and I can even login to Yahoo using it.. hahaha! I outsmarted them tis time. I just hope I wasnt being monitored.. Its good to know he’s ok.. And I really miss him so much…

726 DAYS TO GO!

DAY03

this was supposed to be posted yesterday.. but since im on the Graveyardshift, this is an excuse.. 3rd day… well… good thing there’s a person i can talk with everytime I feel lonely.. thanks Tsong.. u really really save me from killing myself.. hehehehe… thanks for the effort for making me smile.. although your jokes are kinda corny..hahaha.. u still made my day…

Dady.. im missin you each and every day…i love you…

DAY02

2nd day without benok… went to cavite to visit my sister and slept and eat all day… mahirap ang madaming time.. wala kang maisip gawin… its good to know na ok c vin.. and even un accomodation nila sa dubai.. sana maging ok nlng palagi… 

DAY01

This is officially the first day na magsstart ako mag-count ng days hanggang bumalik c benok. Sad pero kelngan talaga magtiis.